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你是爱我的

2010-03-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

同样的一场日落
同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我
时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由
都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后
我用一万个答案
解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错

你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

你怀里有太多问号
告诉我怎么依靠

一秒就好：）

2010-01-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变得更完整
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰著早晨
我的叹息成全了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想
要继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来离去是那麼难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门
我的等待成全了整夜的苦闷
RUN AWAY 在你的回忆里
狂奔才了解失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想
要继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那麼难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
多想再一次紧紧的拥
抱就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要
我知道我的一切你已不想
要继续在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那麼难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
让回忆继续反覆炫耀
原来失去对彼此都不好

1234 :)

2010-01-27T17:41:00.000+08:00

1,2,3,4

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

fated

2010-01-27T16:59:00.001+08:00

suddenly dig this 1 from my previous blog..
i never expect i wrote this :)

人生有不同的变化，
当我们在思考要和不要的时候，
其实根本又不到我们来决定，
那就是命运。

既然有一颗美丽的苹果放在我面前，
我就把它吃了。。。
中了毒。。我开始学会原来美丽的苹果有毒，
如果当初我没有选择吃了那个苹果，
到现在我还不知道原来美丽的苹果有毒，
上天安排让我遇上这颗苹果，
我欣然接受所有一切的安排，
当然我也会打开胸怀学习一切，
每条路走到最后一定不会什么都没有。
只是看你会不会从中启发。
既然爱了离不开。。。
那就开心地接受一切可能会发生的事。直到。。。。。累了就会离开。。。。

happiness :)

2010-01-27T12:24:00.001+08:00

update myself among my girlfren with their blog,
happy to know that my babe jess found her mr.right.
u guys walk thru a lots. there is billion miles to walk thru in the future.
be strong and appreciate, i believe happiness will alwis follow you.
and ofcourse im waiting to be ya jimui on your wedding day :)
cant wait for it.

i dono where will i go...i dono who i will bump up...
as long as we are linked at this moment,
i appreciate it.
its not easy to found someone to linked with.
and now..i know i found you :)
i dono what will happen next,
i not sure what going to happen in the future.

its all depends on how we gonna walk thru..
learn to appreciate and belief... <3

Valentine’s Day started in the time of the Roman Empire.

2010-01-27T11:46:00.002+08:00

IIn ancient rome, February 14th was a holiday to honour Juno. Juno was the Queen of the Roman Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of

women and marriage. The following day, February 15th, began the Feast of Lupercalia.

The lives of young boys and girls were strictly separate. However, one of the customs of the young people was name drawing. On the eve of the festival of

Lupercalia the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and placed into jars.

Each young man would draw a girl’s name from the jar and would then be partners for the duration of the festival with the girl whom he chose. Sometimes the

pairing of the children lasted an entire year, and often, they would fall in love and would later marry.

Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns.Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting

soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families.

As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint

Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of

Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off .

He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in

the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women

were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed.

The pastors of the early Christian Church in Rome endeavoured to do away with the pagan element in these feasts by substituting the names of saints for those

of maidens. And as the Lupercalia began about the middle of February, the pastors appear to have chosen Saint Valentine’s Day for the celebration of this new

feaSt. So it seems that the custom of young men choosing maidens for valentines, or saints as patrons for the coming year, arose in this way.

After that we young girls and boys in whole world start celebrating velentine day(Lovers day) on 14th Feb ebvery year.

Wish you all a happy valentine day to you all.

:)

2010-01-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

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Love me!

2010-01-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

Argghhhh!!! I wan you to love me!!!
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Muar restaurant

2010-01-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

This is the muar restaurant near jalan alor! The food damn nice!! I'm loving it
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:p

2010-01-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

你们可能相爱过，也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，迟迟无法垮出界限。

不过，即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚，你是否真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚说你们只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过那么一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿酱关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿酱做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是酱，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有舍不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友，是谁呢？

很多的感情都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜。
可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也很难维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白之后不是成了男女朋友，就是连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料到的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但已经不如从前的好。
是可惜？是遗憾？
但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友。。。

Hey

2009-12-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

Testing update my blog via my bb :)
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been awhile

2009-12-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

When I'm alone, I'm here missing you
Thought of our memories,our day,
I know, my heart still with you,
I know, yours are no longer with me.
I don't know will you read this.
I don't know will you still remember what song you gonna play for me.
I don't have a reasson to say good bye by myself,
I walk away because I saw... You are with her.

There is thousand of people out there,
I know I can come out from this shit and walk beside someone else.
How long it need to take?1 year? 2 year? I have no idea.
:)

我没有很刻意让自己不去想，
一个人时很难忘记，
当爱的出口是分离，我要怎么相信走下去？

day dreaming

2009-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

back to here again.
due to i dono how to set my sexyberry for post blog,
so its been a while leave out by me.

my life....makan,main,tido!
macam butter's life.hahahaha...oh no..butter dint club!im clubber ><
already resign from sookeejewellery.yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel so relax,weeeeee

monday start my new job.
nerveousssss~hohohoh

today went to relative's wedding.they are fucking rich!
live in 1M semi,drive BM,and my cousin only 33 years old ><
i used to call him ah chong gor gor,still remember last time when i was kid,
he always back from school with basketball sport wear.handsome ^^
and now he get married,aiya..sad T.T
i dont care,i must marry a rich guy like him!i want i want!hahahaha
*day dreaming* lolx

was thinking to look for my chilhood's crush.
but he was studying at aus!sad case...have been ages never meet him.
still remember we used to play together,every year only meet once when his grandpa birthday.
*thinking about past n smile =)*

how good if im still a kid,
act like a princess,pamper by everyone. XD
my prince noneed buy me prada but sweet its enough.
my prince noneed have a 1M house but a bed like candy.
my prince noneed to drive BM sport but nice bicycle that wont make me fall.
haha..how good~lol

Ps:recently too much of free time.i like to day dream~

Thanks babe tanya

2009-10-15T20:03:00.001+08:00

Thanks my babe tanya for this lovely miao from Shanghai:)

Toast box?

2009-10-14T10:01:00.003+08:00

Move to the garden work.no toast box but my toast.Haha

1st station

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Finally reach melacca!this is the first food station we stop by.satay lut lut XD.

1st station

2009-10-11T16:19:00.001+08:00

Finally reach melacca!this is the first food station we stop by.satay lut lut XD.

2nd happy offday

2009-10-08T17:42:00.001+08:00

Wee...im at ikea now.consider tea time.hehe.

:(

2009-09-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today saw this at kinokuniya:(i wan...

This is wat i get:)

2009-09-30T01:28:00.001+08:00

Yeah...today get a vintage bag.its very cute:)

Love supper from bi...

2009-09-30T01:24:00.001+08:00

Hmm...recently stay at fren house.feel so nice...bi cook for us:)

Wohooo...

2009-09-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

Heavy supper!having bah kut teh at klang!!yeah!

Thanks...

2009-09-28T14:32:00.001+08:00

Thanks my dear bbf for this delicious snack and cute doll from taiwan.hmm...act i wan kitty de...

Supper:-*

2009-09-28T01:28:00.001+08:00

Wee...maggie is our meal again...

Can i?

2009-09-27T19:41:00.001+08:00

Emo emo emo...lost myself in this sickness city.thousand of question pop up.thousand of problems.sob.can i just back to school and be a normal 21st years old girls?i miss school life.:(

Miss it...

2009-09-27T00:46:00.001+08:00

I miss my hometown bah kut teh.

Reach home...

2009-09-26T19:17:00.001+08:00

Wee...finally reach home and get to see my baby.she is so cute.

happening days

2009-09-26T05:35:00.002+08:00

busy...busy....busy....

everyday busy with....facebook and hang out with frens...

this month i really dont put much effort into my job!ARGH~~~feel sorry..

thursday...i went to maison with frens...

i dono what the reason make me so high there..

i think its because of the musis tat night..stop R&B its really..ish...

dance..dance..dance....hahaha..bab toh also curious why i so high there..lolx

friday...because of my honey b birthday...we went to sunway republic...

actually im really damn tired already..because only slept for 3 hours and go work again..

i drink alot..and end up #@%$#!%! ><

hahahaha

now back to bibi house again...2molo can sleep until the sun burn my ass off...

hahaha...have been so long din feel that..i wanna this kind of life everyday

ngek ngek..

general manager of my house birthday 2molo..

im going back to have family gathering.yeah~

have been so long never gather witht them..i appreciate~~~

i miss baby butter so so so much11my god!!....

im damn fucking tired now..good night

XD

2009-09-25T22:06:00.001+08:00

I LOVE PRADA...

Love kitty:)

2009-09-24T12:41:00.001+08:00

Wee...thanks baby toh for this.ngek ngek

Attention..

2009-09-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

this few day will stay at a condo which is near swiss garden hotel..

i scare home alone...that why overnight at fren house for few days.

its such a comfortable studio house XD

its like having holidays in da hotel..ngek ngek..

got kl tower view XD

the bed

both gila..hahaha...

Durian:-*

2009-09-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

My fav fruit!oh my god!I LOVE IT

lost the way....

2009-09-23T04:50:00.002+08:00

i lost my way...
i got no idea where i should go..
everyday craving for freedom of mind...
problems....out of my head~
hanging out like nobody cares~
what the fuck is going on with me...
i used to put much effort and time in my job..
i used to love it alot
but now seems like its all changed..
i dont care it anymore,i stop putting effort and start treat it like a place for wasting time.
study?i got no money to support myself...
courses for gemologist its not cheap!and im not earning 10k per month!
now "i dowan to work" keep appearing in my mind...getting stronger n stronger

Chilis...

2009-09-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

supper with colleague at chilis bangsar shapping complex

food nice,enviroment nice!

service damn bad!!its like we own the them monney!!

no nex time pls~

Look out point...

2009-09-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

Today finally i get the chance to come here.wee...im now wit berry,shino,jac,cm and my dearest baby spirit:)

Man or girl?

2009-09-20T13:57:00.001+08:00

This is man or girl?ah man wear girl cloth.

Low batt...

2009-09-20T04:02:00.001+08:00

Today act wanna stay at klang and rest.end up club again.phuture and poppy...

My lunch...

2009-09-19T11:59:00.001+08:00

Regarding of this cold weather.i enjoy this.wo....

Rainy...

2009-09-19T09:21:00.001+08:00

Raining early in da morning.make me lazy to wake up.damn sleepy in da car now=.=

Baby...

2009-09-18T22:22:00.001+08:00

She is my daughter:)baby butter.you can call her as butt butt,or baby or bei bei:)i love her...

Im loving it...

2009-09-18T18:20:00.001+08:00

Crowded mcd=.=

Maison...

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Going to maison...no party no life.wat the f is going on wit me huh?i have no idea...just enjoy to the max.

My breakfast+lunch+dinner

2009-09-17T18:24:00.001+08:00

Haha...save lots money if i everyday like this.lolx .today lao sai in da morning non stop><den take leave at home.feel so sorry to my colleague:( .den now dinner wit my berry babe...

80 today:-*

2009-09-17T03:14:00.000+08:00

3am...its time for me to sleep.another great offday i have.spend time wit my dearest one always is the wonderfull moment.i love it...

He always catches my attention...im waiting for the song to come:)

Lover outing

2009-09-16T22:08:00.001+08:00

Haha.today 6 something only hang out for movie.den now going to padan indah for drinks

First time

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Fren suddenly ask me to buy...thought of 1437 den ask my fren help me buy.lolx.ONG MARI MARI.PRADA,CHANNEL,IPHONE...LOL

My happy story:)

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Writing all MY happy outing wit my frens.:)i love my life.full of frens.although its really tired but i enjoy it.haha

Walao!!!!

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Give me more...

Dinner-ing.

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2molo offday!yeah!having dinner wit baby toh.and waiting mc ant and berry babe...

I have sweet tuesday...

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Suprise from someone:)...my fav drink.XD WEE.........

Wee...

2009-09-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

Wait for so long...and now eating:) kuchai lama dim sum.enjoy them wit my girlfrens:)

Daily report

2009-09-14T22:30:00.001+08:00

Just finish my daily report of 'it'

Many mosquito here.damn...

Alone...

2009-09-14T22:21:00.001+08:00

...waiting for frens again.going to kuchai lama makan makan:).dono wat to do while waiting,so sit here alone and have some drink.

Today meet one terrible customer.scolding me and giving me trouble.challenge me by ask me to check my transparent diamond laser inscription.thanks god,i can see those number.hmm...when meet those customer,sometimes i really feel like whack them up.but...im not the boss.wat i can do its just keep say sorry and smile:).ok...as a challenge,be patient and learning how to be a high EQ person.cheers.no1 can beat me down.

*but i still scold them badly after they walk out from my shop*Haha

Bore @.@

2009-09-14T14:06:00.001+08:00

Feel sleepy in this briefing room!Haha.now having briefing regarding the fire drill.:(alone here.

For him...

2009-09-13T22:12:00.001+08:00

This is really nice shirt.old school surf from pull n bear.:)i realise this when i help honey teh closing their shop.too bad...I dont have a bf as a excuse to buy this shirt. Haha

Wat the F!

2009-09-13T16:24:00.001+08:00

Early in da morning rushing to the toilet.until now...I run for the toilet 4 times already>< .feel freaky cold and dizzy.i dowan to run for toilet again.if really sick...den jus get faint.Haha.easier...

Yest its really happening.whole gang come over and many pretty girls around:)im not les,but i do like hot chicks around me. XD

Only slept for 4 hours.feel very sleepy and tired now.somemore not feeling well.ok,to9 i gonna back home early and zzz.hope i can.lolx

Crazy lady...

2009-09-13T03:31:00.001+08:00

Crazy ladies chasing by british:)HahaHaha

After club...

2009-09-13T03:25:00.001+08:00

Yo!pretty ladies after club:)

Private party again...

2009-09-13T01:19:00.001+08:00

Girls night...party at crown recency hotel:)

Now going to poppy again.

Party ☆

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Party tonight.yeah!hope everyone have fun

Diamond ★

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Yeah...wit all my lovely stone!!

Finish lu...

2009-09-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

My vitamin going to finish:(

Swit friday...

2009-09-11T15:55:00.001+08:00

Yo...its friday again.we will back "home" like usual.hehe

Today have to work full,im so tired because las night i was online til early in da morning

Hmm...im lazy to get used to somethings which is not accepted by myself.but once i force myself to get used...here i am...I will stay there and wait u turn around.

Gipmeaswitflydaipls... XD

To my dearest...

2009-09-11T02:48:00.002+08:00

to my dearest teh & calee.
happy 23rd birthday and 36th birthday!

we went to ulu langat for thai seafood~
ermmmmmmmmmmmmm..damn nice XD

i love this tomyam very much!!!

lovely cake~ngek ngek!

Private gathering...

2009-09-10T20:23:00.001+08:00

...in a private village:)

Dinner beside the "sea"

Sandy ¤ Rui

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Wee...we ate them.yummy yummy:)

Kitty × Be@rbrick

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Er.......................................I WANT THIS!!!!!!><

Engraving ♥

2009-09-10T10:33:00.001+08:00

Early in da morning need to do engraving for customer.this machine so far there are only soo kee using.im learning the high technology in jewellery retail. XD

Sleepy me@.@

Kitty × Melody

2009-09-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

See...this is wat i got from hong lok.wee...its very cute.

Today another happy day.hang out wit my gang and go hong lok wit D.:)

2molo going to celebrate my honey teh birthday.my time are full of appointment wit my beloved frens.i enjoy them...

Ban min...

2009-09-09T14:59:00.001+08:00

Now having lunch at cheras.delicious ban min wit him. XD

Waiting...

2009-09-08T22:13:00.001+08:00

Off work lu...now waiting for them.2 miss mo.alone here kap chai...but too bad.today not weekends.many uncle walking around only.Haha.

S¤t¤ng face ★

2009-09-08T14:21:00.001+08:00

Good afternoon...after lunch got nothing to do.camwhore again...this is the face i used to do last time.almost forgotten this is also one of my trademark.lolx.

Damn boring in da shop.:(wanna go shopping but no money already.

Still got 7 hours!MA!><

Kitty × Nescafe

2009-09-08T11:49:00.001+08:00

Almost fall asleep..this both is the best medicine><

♥1437♥

2009-09-08T11:38:00.001+08:00

♥1437 its mean I LOVE YOU FOREVER♥ its jus a 'love' number for those couple.for me...its doesnt mean this.Haha.this number its already as a part of my life.too many mix feelings get related wit number.tat why when talk about 1437,my fren will notice bout me.even its is my phone number.my colleague found this 2 bank note for me,im so suprise and happy.because i have been searching for so long.i wan all the bank note wit number 1437.if found i would like to make exchange.hehe.

Ps:another meaning of 1437 created by my fren is I WANT DIE ALREADY!XD

Early bird eat shit...

2009-09-08T10:51:00.001+08:00

Lolx...early in da mornin,while waiting my colleague i type a lot of things... Mana tahu,an incoming call lost everything.i need to retype again ＊lazy:-P＊.today its another tired day.but still thinking wat i gonna do after work.chill?movie?back home stay online? I got no idea.wait for my girlfriends to date me.hmm...2molo its my off day,wanted to go sunway lagoon.but seems like no kaki because baby toh already started her work,i only can meet her after 6.watever it is...i gonna start my boring work and have fun for the next 36 hours.

Sing k-ing

2009-09-08T03:03:00.000+08:00

Yo...its really a great nite wit colleague:)sandy and lee how how.sing and shout non stop.lol.i lost my voice again.talk like a man now.Haha.2molo gonna work full...will fishing in da shop.god bless me.cheers...★

My hello kitty!

2009-09-07T22:28:00.001+08:00

I wan this!lol

Have been 1 year...

2009-09-07T19:06:00.001+08:00

This is the first time we went to pulao perhentian...bubble island resort last year. Happy memories:)still remember we wait for the turtle to lay egg at the midle of de night. Suprising at the super charming chris wit teh.Haha.suddenly find out this photo and i upload it.this is my vip best fren:)toh nai ling <3

This is my passport.

2009-09-07T18:54:00.001+08:00

Wa!too boring nothing to do den found this picture.Haha.its me when im form 5.look much different?or no different?lolx

In da dreamland

2009-09-07T17:58:00.001+08:00

Wah.sweet dream...

Ru's vitamin! <3

2009-09-07T17:33:00.003+08:00

This is my fav vitamin.must have it everyday.but all of them like to curi makan la... :@

Apa orang ini buat?

2009-09-07T17:33:00.001+08:00

We are so damn boring in da shop.

Today is bored

2009-09-07T16:59:00.001+08:00

Im so boring at shop!camwhose again XD

2009-03-26T16:24:00.001+08:00